the scars remind us that the past is real, i tear my heart open just to feel

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ok so i know that no one really understands so im just gonna spill everything..first off i wanna say i love stephie and i would do anything for her cuz shes awesome. ok now: yea so im kinda pissed. ok like *someone said..i shouldnt care and it makes it worse. but seriously, how can i not? abbie dear i've got to say that i love you to pieces but if you really did respect me and all, you would think this through. did it ever cross your mind it might hurt my feelings? im sorry i never said this to you in person i just didnt know how to get it across and i didnt wanna hurt your feelings/get you mad at me for being a physco bitch. cuz i guess i kinda am. as for my cousin and dan. whatever i dunno what to say to you. i know abbie is an awesome person and you want to hang out with her and shes your friend, but come on now. lets not be totally oblivious dicks here. but i am definitely not the boss of any of you so do whatever. go over to her house if you want. fuck all of this

so i am going to see if katie dear is still awake hah cuz shes only the greatest ever, and she helped me change my LJ and i absolutely love it! : )