Quit playing cupid. With your poisoned arrows. Stop invafing my brain. And let go of my heart.
The first day of snow.
Parents are going away until Wednesday for my mom's birthday...This could be a bad thing or a good thing. Good= no more fighting or bitching...Bad= Grandma's mouth flapping...
Woke up at 1 and was still tired which is really weird since that was 13 hours of sleep...I really believe I have something wrong with me, haha. Watched music videos and Viva La Bam since I never miss an episode of that. Than went with my mom to the mall to return a pair of pants. I thought she actually wanted me to go with her and have a good time but it ended up being really bad. She expected me to leave her alone and try on clothes and things but I didn't. I didn't want any clothes or anything. I just wanted to walk around and look at the things. She really didn't want me near her so it really made me depressed. I stood leaning against a rack of clothes since I needed to be near something (I have to be close to something when I'm sad, it's different I guess) She seen me like that and started calling me names. She ended up throwing a sweatshirt for me on the cashier's desk and walked out mad with me following behind feeling stupid. More name calling and more bitching, so I just stayed quiet. We rode home quiet the whole way without any words. When we got home I took a knife up to my room and worked on my project. At the time, I just felt like ending everything but I stopped and tried thinking straight. Honestly, I really am starting to get concerned about my feelings and I think I need to get depression pills or something. I'm really afraid to come out and tell my mom this. She'll probably think I'm more crazy than she thinks I am now.
Your Drag Queen Name is: Pussy Golitely
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Wow...haha.
Parents are going away until Wednesday for my mom's birthday...This could be a bad thing or a good thing. Good= no more fighting or bitching...Bad= Grandma's mouth flapping...
Woke up at 1 and was still tired which is really weird since that was 13 hours of sleep...I really believe I have something wrong with me, haha. Watched music videos and Viva La Bam since I never miss an episode of that. Than went with my mom to the mall to return a pair of pants. I thought she actually wanted me to go with her and have a good time but it ended up being really bad. She expected me to leave her alone and try on clothes and things but I didn't. I didn't want any clothes or anything. I just wanted to walk around and look at the things. She really didn't want me near her so it really made me depressed. I stood leaning against a rack of clothes since I needed to be near something (I have to be close to something when I'm sad, it's different I guess) She seen me like that and started calling me names. She ended up throwing a sweatshirt for me on the cashier's desk and walked out mad with me following behind feeling stupid. More name calling and more bitching, so I just stayed quiet. We rode home quiet the whole way without any words. When we got home I took a knife up to my room and worked on my project. At the time, I just felt like ending everything but I stopped and tried thinking straight. Honestly, I really am starting to get concerned about my feelings and I think I need to get depression pills or something. I'm really afraid to come out and tell my mom this. She'll probably think I'm more crazy than she thinks I am now.
Your Drag Queen Name is: Pussy Golitely
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Wow...haha.