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Hey ya'll its been a while. That song keeps replaying in my head. I forgot how much i like Staind. Everything is well i suppose. Still ups and downs with my family. Its getting to where when I go out with DJ i beg him not to take me home. My family is so disfunctional. I cant stand it. Why does Mika got to fuck up everything. This is supposed to be my senior year. But its like my mom has nothing to do with me anymore other than giving me money for my senior shit. I got in by the way. I almost started crying can you freaking believe it? We are about to graduate. The world is fixing to open up a whole new world that we have never even dreamed of. The sad part is. Sitting at the break table. I recall that hardly anyone has grown up. Im trying to think of my senior prank. I think im gonna get some weed killer or gas and kill the grass to say seniors 2006 but i dont know. Daniel and i was talking about putting the possium in the chipley bus. he was like it wasnt really a prank it was just something to do. hehe. i wish i could have been there. If i would have thought about it i would have done it. work is cool i suppose. Aunt Julie is leaving, sunday is her last day. Melinda quit now we have Mike? he smells oh my god. I never had anyone stink so freaking back. I told him he should take stock in TicTacs. Hehehe. Yeah im gonna get fired. But who cares. that place would fall over without me.  Me and DJ are good. Going through a few ups and downs. Hes the greatest person alive. I swear. Im gonna flat out ask him  what i should do to be with him forever. Because I really love him. I know that sounds bad because I shouldnt have to do anything to be with him and i shouldnt have to change anything but i want him to know that i do want to be with him. But i dont know. Time to get ready to go to work. Yay! work.

**REST IN PEACE**

Michelle Benway
Dale Morrison
Jason Kirkland