May 19, 2004 21:54
why do i try? it seems no matter what i say she would rather believe some bull shit. so she can go ahead and believe it b/c i give up for now. i give up sticking up for her and so on. ill sit at another table full of unliked bitches for now just as long as she knows i care no matter what. i love her like she was my own flesh and blood but no matter what i get brushed off. well its fine b/c i know how to live w/o some1 to talk to, i did it for years and i can do it again.
well bye for now.........bye to all that cared b/c my thoughts and feelings are being all put away like they were before, the old mo is back and back to stay!