Fic : This is Love (Chapter 5)
Title : This is Love
Author : citraryo
Pairing : Iwafuka
Genre : AU, Fluff, Angst, Romance
Rating : PG-13 for this chapter
Summary : Hikaru Iwamoto and Fukazawa Tatsuya stopped being Johnny’s Jrs and worked to the company as choreographer and manager instead. They worked together years later to manage a new group called Snow Man.
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The sound of thunder wake Hikaru up from his deep slumber. It was maybe a storm outside, but the inside of his apartment was so cozy and peaceful. He opened his eyes slowly and he felt like being the luckiest man living in this world to have someone he was dear most with him, this close, and sharing the warmth with him. He was blessed to be able to see an angel sleeping. It had never been this wonderful here, but with having him this close make Hikaru want the time to stop and let this go on forever.
Hikaru admired Fukka’s beauty in silence. The other looked so young and pretty despite being in his 30s already. His long bangs touched his long eyelashes which covered the eyes Hikaru loved to see because they were filled with love and care. Besides, in such a fair and fragile body, Fukka kept so much feeling, pain, burden, but it also had gentleness and happiness. Hikaru wondered why Tackey wanted to see Fukka smile again when everyone could see him smile every time they met him, but then Hikaru noticed Fukka always smiled for others, not for himself. That’s why, the urge to make Fukka smile, be happy, and not to worry of anything built up inside Hikaru.
Something gripped Hikaru’s heart at the thought Fukka never felt happy wholeheartedly all this time. What was the happiness really, Hikaru wondered. If looking at someone else being happy was happiness, it seemed not right, because everyone itself deserved to be happy too. Then, what had Hikaru done to make Fukka happy? He did nothing but making Fukka cry. He didn’t want to see Fukka sad again. He would make sure to change his attitude towards Fukka because someone like him actually wasn’t worth to get anything from Fukka, but no matter negative thought haunted and doubted him, Fukka was still here with him, be there for him.
Everything was new to them. They learnt many things from each other without them realizing that. But Hikaru admitted that they were like magnet. They were pulled in like it was natural for them to be close.
Hikaru got up from his position. He kissed Fukka’s rosy cheek before carrying him carefully to his bed. He got enough rest under Fukka’s care, so it was Fukka’s turn to get the rest he needed. The tension between them for weeks sure drained them mentally and Fukka wasn’t good in keeping his health if he was under so much pressure to begin with. Why did Hikaru know that? The answer was easy. It was because Fukka was all he had in his eyes, head, and heart.
The bed wasn’t big enough for Hikaru, but with Fukka sleeping there, it became so big to the point it left space that was so inviting for Hikaru to join in. Hikaru held back though. He covered Fukka with the thick blanket, only Fukka’s head showed and he felt a sudden happiness in his heart as he saw Fukka’s smile appear as he found Hikaru’s bed so comfortable. Hikaru turned off the lamp and closed the door. That night, Hikaru slept on the sofa with Fukka’s smell still lingering lightly there.
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