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i am so fucking sad today. tomorrow is gonna suck. unless something miraculousy funny happens. Zach is leaving. im going to dye. this is horrible. today i went to the doctors got a re-check and got blood taken, then went to burger king. bought some food. bought Amber some, then went to get her. we got to school right when our lunch bell was ringing, then we met Richie in the office. wierd. he was late. lol. then we ate lunch w. Vinny and Zach. i had some people sign the banner i made for him. that was cool.
tomorrow hopefully Ambers coming over on a bus pass; then were hanging out, and eating dinner till Katie gets here. then were all going to the movies. after that me and Katie are going to Adam's i think.. then her dads picking us up and im spending the night at her house and were going to the mall and were shopping on Saturday. i hope i brighten up a bit.
wow i just decided i needed to go take a shower so i did. i cryed my eyes out. why is nothing going right this week. first i get fucking sick; one of the last weeks i was able to spend w. Zach; then people call me fat and ugly before that. i don't even try to make myself look pretty anymore just because theres no point. i hate it. life is starting to suck again. i hate when this happens..
goodnight cutie. ='(