Words of wisdom...You Were Too Ugly To Rape, So I Just Beat The Shit Out Of You

Nov 23, 2003 16:39

So I am art. Hang me on the wall and let the world in your living room experience me. Make me a frame to box me in so that I may not lash out at the man walking down the street with the plaid hat and the placid smile. I am art, and a conception so divine that you might put me under your mattress so that only you may take me out and watch me selfishly. The world may find me years from now in some airshaft in the museum or possibly crumpled and broken inside of a dumpster. I am art, and my mother hung me on the refridgerator and called me beautiful and unique to passify and patronize me so that I might feel as though I was something special. I am art, of the cubist variety with my parts distorted and missing and placed in various locations that may or may not make sense except to my creator. I am art and I will inspire and nauseate you, make you squirm and make you sing, I am art and I am perfect because I exist.

I think all this dam online drama is, rather disturbing in that way that’s its has become so important to many, that feuds and drama can begin to affect the 'real life.

On another note...Im still trying to figure out who i am in society while dealing with all the bullshit that's thrown everyday because of all the "drama" that's out there in society. As i grow older, i just keep realizing that it's not going to get any easier.meh.? But then again, I think that in the end it's all up to you. I think you can surround yourself with as many people as you can find but when it comes right down to it your still alone. sure you can have lovers , and sure you can have friends. but nothing last forever, and eventually everything ends…damn that’s sounds bad. Hah. But..but thats your time to decide what it is youre most happy with. once you decide that, and once you decide what you want to do with your life...thats the hard part, making it all happen. doing what you want in life is very difficult. but think about what its worth to you, to be able to do what you want, or to live more comfortably and not be as fulfilled, i suppose is the proper word. and once you start doing what you want and what you enjoy, its all downhill. I'm having a hard time finding my way in this world and I'm scared that i won't find it until i'm too old to enjoy it…ehh "perception is reality". what we perceive as humans is our own reality - even if it doesn't go with society standards - it's still our own personal reality. because everything that we think about and view is our reality. so we in theory create our own reality. But who knows, I may be wrong., but I def. think that . The search is no longer about finding the perfect guy... It begins and ends with a life worth living and loving To tell you the truth, being (up) or (happy) again scares me to because it makes me complacent. I'm just not sure what to ask or even if I need to ask any more.. I'm still searching for who I am…Im still a kid...People don't smile anymore.

What would have happened had Hitler won World War Two?
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