STRAIGHT BALLIN'

May 27, 2005 01:56


I cannot be more stoked about summer. Not because of anything particular. I need to start filling up my scheduale. Weiss and I are hoping to take a cheapp asss road trip somehwere...so if anyone wants to join....fukin' do it. This lady at my work ..(customer), the other day busted out convulcing right in front of me. It lasted for about 15 minutes..no joke. who wants to come to NY with me



I'm so glaD she won. Naima More is absolutely beatiful.

ughhh so many things I see or do just recreate memories of the past for me..and the past really seems  like forever ago. It's amazing how many intense memories a squirt of suntan oil can reproduce. And when feeling your best isnt even a cure, you talk about memories that most likely will never come again and you speak of your favorite people and the things you've done that you never thought you would. It makes you feel almost like that empty part of your self that you lost long ago is a little more whole. But its all artificial, in the sense that you'll never have that back, at least not the way it was before. You'll try to recreate those feelings, like driving with the windows down on a summer night, with your best friend and looking out into an abyss you'll never conquer because you're too scared. The feeling of a smile stretching ALL the way across your face as you stare up at the night sky, laying on a trampoline with three other people, trying to connect the dots, coming up with an exquisite marketing idea that features a dog constilation and little kids with stuffed animals...

Memories are so much more than we think. Some people recall memories not as often as they should. They are fond reminders of their past.
But mine are what keep me going. Of times when happiness wasnt artificial. It wasnt found in a pill, or a man with false promises, in a drug. It was real.. I think that’s why I post most of my posts with pictures, and that’s probably why I have over 50,000 pics on my computer.....

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND.
















SHAKE THAT ASS. WATCH YO SELF.







BITCH. I WILL KIIILL YOU.









HERE'S A PICTURE OF MONICA WHEN SHES OLDER.








BREAK EDGE.



ORGASMIC.



SUCKIN ON MY TITTIES LIKE YOU WANT IT.



BACK THAT ASS UP.



PEEKABOO



PEEACE.







FOR REAL. PEACE.





IM PROUD TO SAY THAT I MISSED THE ENTIRE GRAD. BC I ACCIDENTLY WENT TO

THE UCF CAMPUS IN DAYTONA AND STILL DRIVE TO ORLANDO TO FIND THAT IT WAS OVER

AS SOOON AS I GOT THERE. THATS A COMMUNIST FOR YOU.



MY FAV. COUPLE. <3



SACK HAS AN ITCH..OR JUST BALL CANCER.





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