long time now see ay?
i was just trying to read through journals for the first time in maybe a year and it wouldnt let me read past the 2nd 20 entries, however it is probably for the best because i wouldve been on here for centuries for sure. i feel sorta like a loser.
christmas was alright, disappointedly i wasnt in the best of moods ay (i lost my cord to charge my cameras battery, bought a new one for 30$, found the camera charger while looking for the cord to plug my camera into my computer which i realized was missing christmas morning when i got a new computer and wanted most to use the cord to plug my camera in, i was quite pissy) but by the way i did indeed get a new computer so that is always absolutely wonderful and i am truly grateful.
i feel british, prehaps because ive been listening to harry potter book on tapes for the past 9 hours, yet still did not finish the book (anyone know it takes 27 hours to read the stupid book, however it is not really stupid, im quite enjoying it but will probably never enjoy it again hence i will not be sitting in the car for 9 hours again and shant listen to it unless that would occur) shame. can anyone else feel the british accent in my tone? plus i watched billy elliot (great movie, however im unsure of the ending) the other day so ive been chalk full of brits. cant wait to go ay (maybe some canadian too ay)
that is a nice transition. just got back from nc. id say best trip there ever. im oddly glad that some of my cousins didnt attend because it forced me to enjoy the company of my family and be grateful and finally satisfied with their presence. it also helped me think on my own will rather than theirs because whenever theyre there i tend to think of what theyre doing and let it thwart or have a impact on what i want to do. so good trip.
i feel old and wise yet also young and anxious. i feel very in touch and in love with God and am quite happy with it, i feel pretty strong in my decision making cuz i try to consult him yet i am still very weak when it comes to the boys, im still having trouble letting Him completely control that part. haha way to be open ay? oh well by the time someone reads all the way to hear i supposed they deserve a little bit into the raw part of me, however raw you may think it isnt, if it is personal to me then it must be personal dont you know. oh lordy i dont know who im arguing with.
i kinda feel like a loser, yet its kinda wonderful, i forgot how much i enjoyed just spilling on this thing, yet i also forgot how time consuming it is.
tonight should be an interesting one ay? oh lord keep me in my good judgements and make the decisions for me when its obvious im gonna screw up.
i feel like reading my bible. i finally figured out the bible a couple months back. about how its actually a person who wrote it with something important to say and with actually cool stories. its quite interesting, i dont know how to describe the way it is. but its quite beautiful.
i cant wait to see olivia, i miss her quite a lot. and i cant wait to go to the gym. my dad and i ran the past 2 days and i feel like my legs are gonna fall off today and yesterday. the first day we ran 2 miles straight and jogged 2 miles back. the next day i thought my muscles had turned to wood so we took it much slower and jogged about 3ish miles. petted some horses along the way, quite beautiful they were, oh i want to go riding.
anyway happy new years and merry christmas everyone, i truly do hope that everyone's school break has been splendid and that everyone is... happy. enjoy yourselves ay?
annie
christmas was alright, disappointedly i wasnt in the best of moods ay (i lost my cord to charge my cameras battery, bought a new one for 30$, found the camera charger while looking for the cord to plug my camera into my computer which i realized was missing christmas morning when i got a new computer and wanted most to use the cord to plug my camera in, i was quite pissy) but by the way i did indeed get a new computer so that is always absolutely wonderful and i am truly grateful.
i feel british, prehaps because ive been listening to harry potter book on tapes for the past 9 hours, yet still did not finish the book (anyone know it takes 27 hours to read the stupid book, however it is not really stupid, im quite enjoying it but will probably never enjoy it again hence i will not be sitting in the car for 9 hours again and shant listen to it unless that would occur) shame. can anyone else feel the british accent in my tone? plus i watched billy elliot (great movie, however im unsure of the ending) the other day so ive been chalk full of brits. cant wait to go ay (maybe some canadian too ay)
that is a nice transition. just got back from nc. id say best trip there ever. im oddly glad that some of my cousins didnt attend because it forced me to enjoy the company of my family and be grateful and finally satisfied with their presence. it also helped me think on my own will rather than theirs because whenever theyre there i tend to think of what theyre doing and let it thwart or have a impact on what i want to do. so good trip.
i feel old and wise yet also young and anxious. i feel very in touch and in love with God and am quite happy with it, i feel pretty strong in my decision making cuz i try to consult him yet i am still very weak when it comes to the boys, im still having trouble letting Him completely control that part. haha way to be open ay? oh well by the time someone reads all the way to hear i supposed they deserve a little bit into the raw part of me, however raw you may think it isnt, if it is personal to me then it must be personal dont you know. oh lordy i dont know who im arguing with.
i kinda feel like a loser, yet its kinda wonderful, i forgot how much i enjoyed just spilling on this thing, yet i also forgot how time consuming it is.
tonight should be an interesting one ay? oh lord keep me in my good judgements and make the decisions for me when its obvious im gonna screw up.
i feel like reading my bible. i finally figured out the bible a couple months back. about how its actually a person who wrote it with something important to say and with actually cool stories. its quite interesting, i dont know how to describe the way it is. but its quite beautiful.
i cant wait to see olivia, i miss her quite a lot. and i cant wait to go to the gym. my dad and i ran the past 2 days and i feel like my legs are gonna fall off today and yesterday. the first day we ran 2 miles straight and jogged 2 miles back. the next day i thought my muscles had turned to wood so we took it much slower and jogged about 3ish miles. petted some horses along the way, quite beautiful they were, oh i want to go riding.
anyway happy new years and merry christmas everyone, i truly do hope that everyone's school break has been splendid and that everyone is... happy. enjoy yourselves ay?
annie