Oct 12, 2005 22:17
A Girl who admires, a girl who aspires, a girl who desires
why does it seem like when ever ask me any question that requires me to make up my mind on a decision. I i either say i dont know or just say something random so i dont have to them that im trying to avoid it for as long as possible.
I hate make decisions. It seems as tho as tho everytime i make one and im happy with my decision i find out later on....umm yeah wasnt the smartest idea.
i need stop being so stubborn and procastinating n' make decisions about things going on around. I think deep down i know the answer im just to afraid to face it. and the answer......might not be such a bad idea.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh why am i so scared about the stupidiest things?