corona's rant # 5 billion something
i guess everybody has that day where they realize they are getting older and they kinda wasted thier time. yes i want it back actually all those times where i was stupid and didnt care. those days when i didnt do the schoolwork, and things i that i knew i would get in trouble for, all the people ive been an asshole to one time or another as i forgive those who were one to me. my sisters going to collge and in a year my brother will start highschool and this august my teen years are ending. im starting my 20's in iraq and that most definately sucks so far since i had my birthday in basic training its been filled less the pleasurable birthdays. Yes my time in the army has been filled with some good times, but overall i just had some very bad long days.
20 years and i still dont know what i want to do with my life, i dont know what im good at more importantly what im bad at so i dont do it again. what did happen to me back in the day all i wanted to was have some friends to play baseball, turned into the guy who wants to maybe get in your pants if he actually had some social skills, and now to the guy who just wants live and come home at one point.
When you think of war veteran you mainly think hey world war 2, korea, vietnam and things like that, i never though id be 19 and war veteran.
ive seen things that i dont want anyone to see.
but goddamn it answer im looking for is what should i do, what can i do with my life that im good at and isnt just a waste of time.
lets see things to answer
i want to go to college, dont know what to study
wants a good job
but can be lazy if has a dick for boss
doesnt want to live at home wont have the money
lets see maybe if i say all things im bad at it would help to have stuff to work on, lets see im bad at art, singing, dancing, speaking to anyone, writing, video games, working, complaining, doing what im told, talk to much,
i hold grudges, fall in love to easily, im sucker for a cute girl, easily persauded, i try to help people to much, i dont know is my answer for everything that and shrugging my shoulders, i think the answer to everything is eh it will be ok, horrible at sports, cant keep my weight down fuck im 200 pounds goddamn.
i cant even think of one thing im good at it gives me a headache.
2 more years before i make a decision hopefully ill make the right one.
20 years and i still dont know what i want to do with my life, i dont know what im good at more importantly what im bad at so i dont do it again. what did happen to me back in the day all i wanted to was have some friends to play baseball, turned into the guy who wants to maybe get in your pants if he actually had some social skills, and now to the guy who just wants live and come home at one point.
When you think of war veteran you mainly think hey world war 2, korea, vietnam and things like that, i never though id be 19 and war veteran.
ive seen things that i dont want anyone to see.
but goddamn it answer im looking for is what should i do, what can i do with my life that im good at and isnt just a waste of time.
lets see things to answer
i want to go to college, dont know what to study
wants a good job
but can be lazy if has a dick for boss
doesnt want to live at home wont have the money
lets see maybe if i say all things im bad at it would help to have stuff to work on, lets see im bad at art, singing, dancing, speaking to anyone, writing, video games, working, complaining, doing what im told, talk to much,
i hold grudges, fall in love to easily, im sucker for a cute girl, easily persauded, i try to help people to much, i dont know is my answer for everything that and shrugging my shoulders, i think the answer to everything is eh it will be ok, horrible at sports, cant keep my weight down fuck im 200 pounds goddamn.
i cant even think of one thing im good at it gives me a headache.
2 more years before i make a decision hopefully ill make the right one.