here in iraq

Apr 07, 2007 09:35

so yeah im here in iraq inside an oupost
i can hear the kids playing soccer on the field we plowed for them
how can they just ignore the mortar rounds and bullets all around?
do they just not care or do they just know that it will always be there
and just playing makes them forget about anything.
a kid was shot through the leg a few days ago we patched him up.
and i saw him not to long ago and he was walking running playing.

is there really a happiness, what is it, where can i find, will i ever be?
ive been here 2 months and i got 10 to 16 left. i cant find a reason for us to be here.

im not sad nor angry, im just bored im almost 2 years from getting out of the military
i dont know what i want to do when i get out, and dont know if i want to stay in.
when i get out most of the people i know will be out of college some have steady jobs allready. i just cant think of anything i want to do or study.

some of you know me well do you have any suggestions, becuase right now i have no clue
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