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there is not enough time for anything, yet i can't make myself do something so nothing gets done.
lately i've been looking at puppies on like craigslist and used victoria and stuff. it's not really like "ooh i like to look at pictures of puppies" though that is alot of it. it's i like to browse the puppies and fantasize about what my life will/could/hopefully be like in 5 years, and the dog i will have. i am very much a dog person and if i don't have a dog of my own in the next 5 years i'll probably feel like i've failed. i imagine myself with some sort of lap cross, but not too long hair. i see us in our dark blue truck/jeep/suvbutbetter type thing. on the road with various gear in the back, just going wherever, me and my dog. i won't get into it but yeah sometimes my boy is there, not always, but i'd say 75%, in which case me and my dog are usually going to see him, he's somewhere doing a show and we're going to meet up, maybe we're both working on it. or maybe i'm going home. me and the dog were at a show and now it's time to go home. it's sunny, sometimes my hair is short, sometimes it's long. when he's not there it's somewhere in the praries when he is it's on the island. but usually i think about the dog, and the truck and the driving.
lately i've been looking at puppies on like craigslist and used victoria and stuff. it's not really like "ooh i like to look at pictures of puppies" though that is alot of it. it's i like to browse the puppies and fantasize about what my life will/could/hopefully be like in 5 years, and the dog i will have. i am very much a dog person and if i don't have a dog of my own in the next 5 years i'll probably feel like i've failed. i imagine myself with some sort of lap cross, but not too long hair. i see us in our dark blue truck/jeep/suvbutbetter type thing. on the road with various gear in the back, just going wherever, me and my dog. i won't get into it but yeah sometimes my boy is there, not always, but i'd say 75%, in which case me and my dog are usually going to see him, he's somewhere doing a show and we're going to meet up, maybe we're both working on it. or maybe i'm going home. me and the dog were at a show and now it's time to go home. it's sunny, sometimes my hair is short, sometimes it's long. when he's not there it's somewhere in the praries when he is it's on the island. but usually i think about the dog, and the truck and the driving.