Jan 11, 2014 04:03
Well here I am, it's 4am, I'm at work, and I figured I would go ahead a write here for the first time in a long time. I don't really know what I'm going to write about, but something will make it down.
I'm kinda in a personal slump lately, I don't know what the deal is. Things are going pretty decent, I have a great job that I enjoy (even though I am still trying to get on with a fire department) I have a great girl who treats me well and loves me. I love her as well but for some reason lately I have felt kinda distant. And honestly a bit of a creeper/asshole as well cause for some reason I keep thinking about someone else, that's the asshole part, the creeper part is that I hardly know the other person. I don't know what it is. Any who, I applied to Sarasota County fire, I'm hoping I make the call list of 100 people at least. It would be a dream come true to make it onto a department, especially if I manage to get a localish department and I don't have to go out of state. If I do manage to get on with Sarasota there is a good chance I will move down that way, either Sarasota County or manatee County since my girl just started working EMS there.
Well I don't know what else to put down right now. I know that's kinda jumbled around but I just wrote it down in kinda a hurry and wherever my mind happened to be. Buh bye