Contemplative

[u6crash]

Life get's pretty hard sometimes, but I guess that's part of the challenge. I'm trying, really trying, to fix some stuff. Too often it feels like my efforts are just spinning wheels in the ditch. I worry about someday being happy because maybe I'll stop trying to improve my situation. How fucked up is that?

I have work to do, fixing work, but I'm tired and dirty and I don't want to. Going to try to do it anyway.