coffee beanz

[tziganka]

still at the avvakum thing...munching coffee beanz as i do so and listening to incredibly loud music. helps pass the time. for some reason i hate this now. i iz bored and wanna go play another game. nother game starting soon. too much to do. too many inconveniences. too much i want that i cant have. and noone to blame but you guessed it, lill ole mee. i keep reeducating myself. no. cant have that. want what you can have. jeezuz it sounds crap put like that, but some things in life....heck i can take on the military-industrialist complex, the archpriests of capitalism and the political death machine all in one go without batting an eyelid. it might well be futile, but i could give it a whirl. and i am still the needy little girl sitting at the top of the stairs whining "love me". sick of it. i need a thatcher injection. i want big hair and an attitude that makes mankind temble as i approach.
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