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Ok. So I'm a cheater. I copied and pasted my last few journal entries from myspace and stuck them on here. I don't know why, I guess I might just be bored.
I'm at work, of course. Now, we only used to be here 4 days a week, but that all changed two weeks ago, so we're open from Wednesday-Sunday now. I hate hate HATE working on the weekends. It was fine at first, but now it just seems bothersome. It now seems that people in my life are having more and more fun on the weekends while I'm stuck here. Granted, I do like my job, but I'd like it a hell of a lot more if I didn't have to work the weekends. Luckily, I have the coolest boss and co-workers ever. I've never worked in a place where you can curse freely and play computer games right in front of your boss. Awesome.
My back went out again last Saturday and I have been in pretty constant pain since then. I had to take Sunday off because the muscle spasms were too intense and I could barely stand up. I'm still getting them too. I'm still doing physical therapy (which, for fun, my insurance won't pay for any more visits) and it's only doing so much. There's no way to ensure that I will NEVER be pain free. I have a new Doctor and he referred me to a back pain specialist, which I should have been referred to over a year ago. Apparently my old dumbass doctor didn't feel it was necessary (he obviously felt that I should live in pain). Hence the reason I do not go to that guy anymore. I hope that this specialist will be able to help me. I'm reaching the end of my rope. I'm sick of crying and complaining when the back pain hits, and it's been a pretty constant annoyance for the last few months. I'll probably have back pain for the rest of my life. Great. Moving on.
Not much else happening. Matt is doing a bodybuilding show up in Cape Cod tomorrow. I can't go, I have to work, but I'd love to go see him. I went to the first one he did in April and it was pretty fun, although it was a very long day. On tuesday Miranda is taking me to see Poison and Ratt in concert as an early 30th birthday present. I'm so excited!! I just hope that my back pain doesn't keep me from enjoying it.
Until next time.
I'm at work, of course. Now, we only used to be here 4 days a week, but that all changed two weeks ago, so we're open from Wednesday-Sunday now. I hate hate HATE working on the weekends. It was fine at first, but now it just seems bothersome. It now seems that people in my life are having more and more fun on the weekends while I'm stuck here. Granted, I do like my job, but I'd like it a hell of a lot more if I didn't have to work the weekends. Luckily, I have the coolest boss and co-workers ever. I've never worked in a place where you can curse freely and play computer games right in front of your boss. Awesome.
My back went out again last Saturday and I have been in pretty constant pain since then. I had to take Sunday off because the muscle spasms were too intense and I could barely stand up. I'm still getting them too. I'm still doing physical therapy (which, for fun, my insurance won't pay for any more visits) and it's only doing so much. There's no way to ensure that I will NEVER be pain free. I have a new Doctor and he referred me to a back pain specialist, which I should have been referred to over a year ago. Apparently my old dumbass doctor didn't feel it was necessary (he obviously felt that I should live in pain). Hence the reason I do not go to that guy anymore. I hope that this specialist will be able to help me. I'm reaching the end of my rope. I'm sick of crying and complaining when the back pain hits, and it's been a pretty constant annoyance for the last few months. I'll probably have back pain for the rest of my life. Great. Moving on.
Not much else happening. Matt is doing a bodybuilding show up in Cape Cod tomorrow. I can't go, I have to work, but I'd love to go see him. I went to the first one he did in April and it was pretty fun, although it was a very long day. On tuesday Miranda is taking me to see Poison and Ratt in concert as an early 30th birthday present. I'm so excited!! I just hope that my back pain doesn't keep me from enjoying it.
Until next time.