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well its offical i am out and back home. got home last night. i feel weird i fell like i gotta go back to fl after a few days. it hasnt clicked in my head that i dont go back. all that i have known and got trianed on in the time i have been military is gone all gone stripped from me with no debriefing. i dont know i mean i have a certain way of living that is complety diff then the way i used to live and this new life that i once had and have to start over agian. i dont right, i feel weird and i know i will adjust to it agian but i wanted ot stay in i wanted to go seebee's and go to iraq. i feel as though i have failed.