Heartbroken

Sep 02, 2005 18:28

I did it. I broke up with Audrey. It was hard. Maybe the hardest thing i've ever done by choice. But in a way, i didnt have a choice. It had to be done sooner or later, and i just chose sooner. It hurts so bad. I'm crying the most i have since last time i did this.

But i'm not going to care this time. I'm not going to listen to her cry, and i'm not going to feel so bad that i get back with her. I'm not going to give in this time. Its done and over with. (Period)

I'm such a selfish fucking jerk. But it's easier this way.

Oh, and i think i may have West Nile. I'ma get tested this weekend.
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