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Ok so I got a new job, me and Ben are ACTUALLY getting along, and I'm really sick right now but I have the day off work so it equals out; I guess. Me and Amanda are in a fight because I'm not buying the car that SHE wants me to buy yet somehow she feels that I need to form my OWN opinions. I'm also getting really sick of her excuse for everything from "I can't go to the beach" to "this is why I'm a bitch" being "I'm pregnant". Really, Amanda. Last time I checked you didn't know how NOT to be a bitch. I'm also getting sick of ALL my friends having babies. Seriously, I'm the one suffering because in order to have anything in common with any of them OR hang out with any of them I have to havea baby myself or be really, really fond of them. I tried to get a new car but my grammy said she wouldn't sign for me anymore, instead she was gonna send me $200 to buy a cheaper car. It's not 1930. Ben got on this poker thing where that's all he ever wants to do anymore, it sux but I think that's why we're getting along. We're not in each other's hair anymore. He wants to be healthy too, which makes me really happy! I haven't actually had a good time in quite a while. Every time I got to a party or start to drink something goes horribly wrong. Like I have to hear my friend that I've known since 3rd grade having sex in the bathroom until 8:00 in the morning with a guy she hardly even knows while I sit there in agony because I have to pee and his quite creepy friend is trying to entertain me. OR, I go to the wedding of an old woman at work and I meet Monte Kiffin(Some coach for the Bucs) and turns out I've worked with his wife all along. So his wife tries to hook me up with their son and I make a complete jackass out of myself. Her son wasn't there, but she asked me if I drank and I told her NO. What kinda person asks a drunk person if they drink? I don't even think I'm gonna tell the rest of the story. One more thing, I still can't believe Amanda, my Amanda Smith is having a baby with Mike Falgoust. I've known them for too damn long and it sux. Why are they both so wierd?