Hard time, broken harts
Oke, this is a personal thing, but it is my livejournal, so, if you don't want to read my soft stuf, just skip this one.
This is a serious problem.
For about a year now, this guy is sending me e-mail and SMS messages, in which he declares his love for me. Now this guy is seen as very friendly in our Star Wars ‘club’. Always laughing, always willing to help…….. but I just can’t take this guy anymore!
I don’t know how many times I said to him that I don’t feel the same and that he has to move on with his live….but he just don’t seem to get it! My friend (male, very sweet, always lend me his ear) is outrageous every time he hears it. He even has spoken to the guy, but that makes no difference.
Nobody in our fanclub knows that he is sending me these messages, because we wanted to spare him the embarrassment. So yes, there has been some ‘sneaking’ and covering up. Maybe you know what kind of things can happen when it goes public in a fanclub; a lot of people will lose their friendship one way of the other. We have a very small fanclub and I would hate to see it shatter apart by such a stupid thing.
But at this point I began to realize that I have a really serious problem…..I tried everything to get rid of the guy: the nice way, and the ugly way, but it just doesn’t stop!
He says to me that he gets the message and that he will stop, but he keeps breaking those promises.
I don’t know what to do anymore….