Ouch time.
I am at a loss. I am so fludded with raw emotion right now I think I'm going to burst. Graduation was the mark of many changes. Some good and some bad. But the one thing that seems to overwhelm every other feeling I have is that of loss. The loss of seeing so many people that I have become so close to over so long a time, suddenly dissapear from my life. I have slept, ate, laughed, endured pain, and now cried with so many of them. I have never been closer to anyone as I have with some of the people from band. I don't know what to do with myself. I can't contain how much I want to see you all again. How much I hate the fact that I know I will never see some of you, ever again. I chose today to write this post because the only other thing that has kept my life going just walked away. I was just told by the only girl I have ever loved, and that I have been with for 2 years, that she doesn't love me anymore. I asked why, and she couldn't give me a reason. She just told me to leave. This is to much loss for me to take. I can't handle it. It's an enormous feeling of emptyness. And I don't think anyone should have to deal with it all at once like this, but the very worst part of it is that she denied all the resons I proposed and wouldn't give me any; all she could do was cry...
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
And all she did was cry...
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
And all she did was cry...