*Blows the dust off*
So. Haven't used this in ages... Not since 2008, eh? Well, might as well try to get back into it... Been meaning to start the journal thing again. They say writing helps sort out the thoughts.
Now the problem with this is when you sit down to write, you forget all those things that made you want to start writing again in the first place. Oh wells. Might as well just describe currentness and get back into the rhythm of this. So it's near 2AM and not sleeping. It's a long weekend and I kinda want to get the most out of it. Sadly, I'm still pretty fail at getting done the things I actually want to do and instead I stick with the safe, known, and boring. Have to work on that.
Recently I've been doing the self-reflection thing (Also known as being moody and taciturn, but it sounds better when phrased otherwise.) and trying to get my thoughts into a voiceable format. Much is changing lately. New friendships are forming, old one changing, jobs changing, seasons changing. It's a lot to take in. I tend to resist change by nature, but embrace it by intention. Which is awkward to say the least and can lead to a lot of self-kicking if not careful. What does one do when the future is scary, but staying in the present isn't all that appealing? Suck it up, harden up, and move on I guess!
Not much in the way of plans for the holiday tomorrow. May go over to a friends for dinner. But that's about it. Gotta do laundry tomorrow. Might try to watch a movie during the day. We'll see. I'll try to start updating this semi-regularly again... For myself mostly. I've missed writing lately. Just having somewhere to think out loud. I don't have a person nearby I really feel absolutely comfortable burdening with this stuff, so it's the next best thing...
Now the problem with this is when you sit down to write, you forget all those things that made you want to start writing again in the first place. Oh wells. Might as well just describe currentness and get back into the rhythm of this. So it's near 2AM and not sleeping. It's a long weekend and I kinda want to get the most out of it. Sadly, I'm still pretty fail at getting done the things I actually want to do and instead I stick with the safe, known, and boring. Have to work on that.
Recently I've been doing the self-reflection thing (Also known as being moody and taciturn, but it sounds better when phrased otherwise.) and trying to get my thoughts into a voiceable format. Much is changing lately. New friendships are forming, old one changing, jobs changing, seasons changing. It's a lot to take in. I tend to resist change by nature, but embrace it by intention. Which is awkward to say the least and can lead to a lot of self-kicking if not careful. What does one do when the future is scary, but staying in the present isn't all that appealing? Suck it up, harden up, and move on I guess!
Not much in the way of plans for the holiday tomorrow. May go over to a friends for dinner. But that's about it. Gotta do laundry tomorrow. Might try to watch a movie during the day. We'll see. I'll try to start updating this semi-regularly again... For myself mostly. I've missed writing lately. Just having somewhere to think out loud. I don't have a person nearby I really feel absolutely comfortable burdening with this stuff, so it's the next best thing...