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Today I was reading some of my old entries... and I have come to the conclusion that I always feel lonely... Now, is it because I close myself off from people so they don't open up to me, and so forth. Or, could it be that people just don't like me, or can't be close to me. Or maybe I am looking for company in the wrong place/people.... I really don't know, half of me hopes that it is all in my head... and the other half of me is afraid to accept that maybe I am trying to hard for something that I shouldn't.