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So im lost in life again... I'm in one of those, im not caring moods. I dont know what to do half the time, either im dumb, or lazy. I think im both. In the past few days, theres been at least one shocker per day. First i find out klaylas mom is temrinal with cancer in her hip, spine and skull. It's eating her skull so much that its much to fragile ot do much at all. Then i start to realize... im a senior, i have 7 months to put together a college plan and execute it. After that i dont know what i feel towards ali anymore... sometimes i wish we never broke up, othertimes i think that its always been for the best, and sometimes i forget about her all together and i focus all things on kayla. And now today im more than confused in the situation with an 'bob' as he called himself. I dont knwo what to say, as well as the impretion it gave to others. No i have to lecture the impretion off of that person, and confide feeling for 'bob'. Well i dont know anymore, i only rant on lj just to rant... but thats ok, im oging to lay down and call kayla and listen to the rain poor down... (And also, dont ever think my relationship is perfect... nothing ever is...) Good night