Apr 13, 2005 08:45
There's so much shit that pisses me off.
Bitching about it on LJ hasn't gotten me anywhere, mind you. But I have found that, once one has dealt with enough shit, one's tolerance reaches critical mass, and one can no longer keep a subjective, rational POV on the whole thing. And that's when they say stupid shit that leaves them regretting ever having spoken.
Which is why, of late, I've endeavoured to keep those thought-processes and strange little blargets to myself, lest the rest of the world turn out to be the flaming shit-factories they are by nature...
I guess what I'm getting at is this... If I haven't told you my problems or cares, bets are good I don't want you knowing them. This isn't spoken out of eliti... never mind, it is. I feel as though most of the people reading this are untrustworthy with any sort of secret or deception, mostly because of their vaunted morales, and their idea that the truth is somehow this all-cleansing anisthetic, which it has been proven not to be. Don't take this as a shot, or a personal attack... it's just the truth. I can think of, maybe, two people in this world who share my morality, or can at least understand it. That leaves very few people to trust.
Fuck it, I'm out.
-Devlin