People and self destructive urges

Dec 16, 2006 02:27

So, people are flawed, a flawed creation, seemingly tilted towards the nihilistic impulse. But ehy you cant save everyone right. And i did a good thing by not taking advantage of my very drunk, battle buddy, who nibbled on my neck, God that felt good. I mean really good. I havent been wanted by anyone like that in soooooo long, and i have to turn it down. I did right right? But then i couldnt keep the person who wanted to make a big mistake from making it. She wanted to mess her self up inside beyond easy repair. Was i wrong for trying to stop her. I ended up confiscating her car keys so she wouldnt drive drunk but she is still, most likley at this very moment making a huge mistake or sheel realize that in the morning. GOD DAMN why do we hurt ourselves just to try to, unsuccesfully, strike back at others. WE are such a hysterical fucking bunch of monkeys. God it sucks being Designated Driver. So dont worry, this isnt a drunk post.
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