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tyrannicides October 3 2010, 04:04:47 UTC
Dude, okay, that pic of Unai. I lack the necessary equipment, but dude. Dude. I would hit that so hard that I can't even. His mouth. It's redicuhlus.

i'm drawn to the bones in his wrist and the snappability of his neck

Murr, yes. I'm so crazy for Cesc in this pic. It's basically what inspired all of his characterization ever in this fic.



Idk, your comment reminded me of it. Everything about him in this pic is alluring like that. His sleeves pulled down over his wrists. Cesc, that shirt is way too big for you. I can't even.

ON THE DEATH OF A PET SPARROW

OMG I WAS WONDERING IF SOMEONE WOULD LOOK UP THE TITLE. I've been slidin all these bird references in there for my own retarded amusement but mannn, Cesc reminds me of a bird, you know. He's small and light and kind of clueless sometimes and hungry a lot of the time and potentially easy to break but you want to look after him and he's also really ~free. God, I have got to stop. But I love, uh, barely legal bird Cesc. Basically.

All the implications in the Catullus sparrow poems are awesomeeeee, you know. Especially in 2. ...I love Catullus.

i worry about cesc shutting leo and pique outside the door. metaphorically of course.

Ahhh, yessss, yes. Yes.

starting to feel almost claustrophobic?

Yessssssssss. My face right now, it is ridiculous, ahah. This is what I wanted. This is what I was trying to do. I haven't decided how I want it to be dealt with yet, but this is what I wanted. It is unhealthy, yes. I want their relationship to be, like, questionably healthy in a lot of ways, because I think most real relationships are.

he's drawn to him because of them, because he likes having to exercise that restraint.

r u me. Seriously, reading your comment is like having another me read my fic. Yeah. It's like--Iker's a dominant personality. He's totally gonna be completely drawn to Cesc because Cesc is the perfect counterpart in most ways. But Iker's also self-aware and all of this is new for him, and he isn't sure if--just because you like something, if that means it's good for you or the person you're with, you know? It takes some serious soul-searching to work that kind of thing out. ...It feels so stupid to talk about these characters I made up for a gotdamn fanfiction in this kind of detail, but it's weird how you characterize all this stuff out in your head without even thinking about it much.

This reply is 10 million years long, but I love your comment. Everything you said just really brightened my day. Thank you so much.

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