Ranting again. I wish I could stop this.
I'm having one of those weeks where it seems like no one is listening to me. So here I am, griping at no one in particular. My sister has moved the kids in with us. So prior problems got magnified. I had a couple minor breakdowns and a day when I couldn't stop crying. I don't know why I have to give up what I like just because she screwed up her life.
I was informed that I can't come home and hop on the computer and rp until I go to bed, I have to help watch the kids. So that cuts down on the time I have to 'talk' to my online friends. I rarely see my 'live' friends, because they have families and going out is a huge production. I've tried sitting for them, so they can go out with their husbands or whatever, but I can't deal with the little ones. I don't know their rules, and can't enforce them.
Other than that, I'm worried that I'm about to lose my job. I've been sick too much this year, and they can fire me for that. If I can manage to keep it together until June, I'll have a job in August when school starts again. I know they can't afford to can me, they are too short handed, but I know that there is only so much of my crap they will take. So there I stand.
I guess I really just need more than 4 hours of sleep. I thought that would improve now that I'm off that late run, but now I can't sleep because I'm worried about all this stuff. Maybe in a few weeks this will all calm down before I suffer a stroke or something.
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I was informed that I can't come home and hop on the computer and rp until I go to bed, I have to help watch the kids. So that cuts down on the time I have to 'talk' to my online friends. I rarely see my 'live' friends, because they have families and going out is a huge production. I've tried sitting for them, so they can go out with their husbands or whatever, but I can't deal with the little ones. I don't know their rules, and can't enforce them.
Other than that, I'm worried that I'm about to lose my job. I've been sick too much this year, and they can fire me for that. If I can manage to keep it together until June, I'll have a job in August when school starts again. I know they can't afford to can me, they are too short handed, but I know that there is only so much of my crap they will take. So there I stand.
I guess I really just need more than 4 hours of sleep. I thought that would improve now that I'm off that late run, but now I can't sleep because I'm worried about all this stuff. Maybe in a few weeks this will all calm down before I suffer a stroke or something.
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