Sep 29, 2009 01:15
I just finished putting up all my decorations.
I'm... not sure even I knew how much it actually means to me. I've been tense and on edge a lot, while I've been here. And I'm still sure much of it was all the shit I've been worrying about, and then the whole surrounded by people for days on end thing taking its toll, but. I put them up - I wasn't even done yet, but the big things were up, and. So much more relaxed. More back to my usual zen-ish self, though I'm far from the whole way there yet.
It's kind of strange, particularly since most of it I bought at Kumori - the only things I have from home are my OXIII bookmarks, and most of my magnets.
And yet! I feel so much better. This is my place, now, not just some hotel room or something like that. It's mine.
I took pictures, but I'll post them in the morning. I'm TRYING to get used to this getting up early thing, um. ¬¬;;
In other news, have read the first four books of the Kitty the Werewolf series! :D They're pretty awesome, though the third could've done with a lot less angst and a lot more selective editing. But then I hate relationship drama, particularly when it's a major plot point. (And then I think to myself, 'but isn't that what you mainly write'? Which in one way is true. But in another way, isn't. I hope.)
books,
uni,
wangsty emo,
america