Nov 16, 2005 09:31
For once in a long while I think I need to actually take things seriously for I might make it , there is something inside of me thats saying u can do better ,I can always come at things with an open mind and heart but I know if i do that I can get hurt whether emotionally or anything else and quite severe but like I always do I'll just pick myself up and dust off my shoulder and keep going , I'm actually feeling the weight of my responsibilitiy's and it's frighting now cause this hope I have for some things in life like my career that I so wanted might crash and burn for hope is like a flame in the storm it needs to be protected until it can build up it's heat to survive anything.
I'm really at a point in my life where it's kind of a turning point for me I've been in a stationary postion in life and maybe it's time for a change but then again I really don't know i'm a bit confuse myself most of the time but I'll have to see things through if it's going to change my path.