RROAARRR ( frustrated starting on into a rant ... Ithink)
Man I need to post in here more often but otherwise WHat A FUN CRAZY RIDE THIS HAS been an interesting week so far Mom is ticked off for no rason and is really picking at the smallest things I mess up on like forgetting to do stuff every once in a while and I don' t get it (bangs head against wall) arrg that is frustrating to say the least went to see kat and dad monday because of that (still thanks dad for letting me come up) and I just been busy putting in my project weds and that went gaming the same night and that was fun to see everyone again. I don't know but people have been saying that I've been given an attitude s of late and I don't think I have one then again I'm sometimes not the wearer of the obvious but back to what i was orginally saying it seems that my mom is asking me to do alot and i try to my best to get things done but she does overload me with tasks to do sometimes but it's something I must do for she probably would go off the deep end if i haven't been there but i don't know anymore I do things I don't like goign to church with her for granted thats what one of the reasons she hasn't break from the things in life so far i've seen her go through but church isn't meant for me and i know theres things i believe in and i repsect peoples beliefs and right now I actually don't know about myself sometimes i think i'm completely mad .....man I'm confused right now but I'm still me thats all that matters still my strong willed self and nothings going to change that....I hope