Surprises I wasn't expecting
It has been an not so good day since the moment I woke up first off I haven't gotten any decent sleep recently been kind of restless and dreams that keep waking me up at 3 in the morning but to get to the point I found out from my mom that last night my uncle called saying that Brian a 2nd cousin to my aunt's side about 16 hung himself with a wire. It was really shocking and very sad I knew him he was a good kid for the few times i met him and the conversations we had we very nice. Turns out he really had troubles that he had been hiding and he also broke up with his girl friend before this so that really put him over the edge. I"ll miss him he was a good person for the time I knew him I'll keep in my mind so I don't forget him I just had to make sure my uncle will be okay he knew him alot more. I also got my grades today in the mail from gateway I was ecstatic and couldn't wait to see all my hard work turn out and prove it on paper. I look from the Bottom of the page up I got to A's in Oral interpersonal Comm, and College Success skills , I even got a C+ in physcology and that though not an A it still made me happy for it was a hard course for a person such as me. And the last two classes that would put a foot into my career or hopes even turns out I didn't do so hot. I got a D- in intro to Desktop publishing on the mac and I also got an F in the class I felt I was doing excellent in Desktop Publishing it really was sad for I put all my efforts into it. But I said to myself as I started the fall semester that this might of happen for I admit that was the most Computer usage and capability I ever used and I might have had a high chance of not making it. I told myself no regrets about anything grades or otherwise I"ll just have to dust myself off again and try it again well at least this time I have knowledge I never had before and knowledge is thing I want to use because I'll like to be glad of what I have then what I don't> Well I'll be fine I think don't worry though I may fall real bad and far down but it won't break me ever that is always a promise I have people to care about and that's all that matters to me.