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things are so fucked up in oregon ...i need out it only gets worse the fear that consumes you will eventually just eat at you until it eats you up life it's just sucky lately , my ex pulled a gun on me said that since i hurt him by leaving him that he should just kill me now but said nope instaed im going to make you live in fear until one day i decide to blow your fucking brains out , ive only told a few people not that i even wanted to tell the people i didi ,but someone NAMED CHARLES blabbed his big mouth like usual and i had to explain it and i dosnt feel like my problems on here should be anyone elses especially not wiht something like this since its my own fault im just so tired of shit