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do you know what it is like to feel completely alone. Like everything you had has left. I remember a long time ago when i was happy all the time. I went out all the time. I have fun all the time. Now days its rare to have fun and be happy. I'm alone and there is nothing here. Not shit here for me. this city has taken and taken from me. the emotional and mental distress is compounded by friends that have left and friends that have fucked me over. everyone i respect leaves or fucks me. I have a had time making new friends because of the ones that fucked me over. so fuck you so called friends. I want to go out but i don't have anyone here to go out with. i'm reduced to cable tv and the internet for social interaction. loneliness has settled in and is becomming normal