Dec 16, 2004 00:39
have you ever had so much fun, that you laughed so hard that you pissed yourself? yea, well i almost reached the pissing of the pants tonight! Me and my good friends went to the pool hall tonight, and just hung out~ we had a wonderful time just laughing our ass' off!!!i need to have more of these times!!
Tomorrow should be interesting. Im spending the day with Kenny.I don't know what it's going to be like, considering i just found out, he wants to try and start things with me again. and im not trying to get back with him. Yes, i do care about him a lot.. but the feelings arent really there any more. Granted he and I shared a tramatic event together, and for that i will always remember him and continue to have some sort of feelings for him, however those feelings will never compare to the feelings i have now, for someone else. I don't know any more... maybe i should consider digging up those old feelings, however i AM going back to Florida, and he and I would NEVER work out.. what the hell am i saying, i dont want a "relationship".. you know the one song that would explane myself right now... it would probably be "Epiphany" by Stained.. yea i dont know where that came from, anyways~ im guna go become a vegetable and watch some TV~ i havent watched TV in a long ass time... *Like actually sat around and watched TV..do movies count as TV??? i dont think they do.. ok, now i feel like im talking to myself.. and i dont know why, Derrek and Sarah are the only people that read this religiously~ok, not religiously but at least they read it.. haha.. g'bye