Nov 29, 2005 13:22
I appologize to all of my friends that I have hurt. This past semester has kept me on my toes! I have now realized that this is college, I no longer am allowed to have a life outside of school work. Unfortunetly I didn't make the time to spend with my friends or even worse, make the time to even talk to my frends. Esp. Derrek, Sarah and Sarah.. and I know that they are all understanding.. esp. because i've been an emotional wreck this entire semester. however, that's no excuse. i should have turned to my friends for help, as apposed to turning away. I haven't really been myself this past semester, and partially is to blame my personal life* esp, with immediate family (father).. however I am planning on changing. I do love you u guys, and i really have been an asshole. I dont know why i've been acting like this. The only thing i can think of is because school, depression and whatever life i have outside of school.
I love you, and i appologize!