amazing times..
so this entire weekend has been one giant blur!... my partying began friday night, and didnt end until around 3am Sunday... haha.. yea, im an alcholic!.. but i had an amazing birthday. and i was soo happy that some of my friends were there!.. i wish Ashley could have made it, but i know she had a lot of other things on her mind.(which is understandable)! anyways, the evening of my birthday, i had amazing sex with this dude.. i shall remain him nameless.. anyways, it was great, and when he left the next day around noon, he said he'd be back later on that day, to chill.. well i wasnt home at all that day, so i didnt know if he came by or not, i wasnt just guna wait at home all day and night for him.... so anyways, i havent heard or seen him since.. granted its only been a day and a half.. but i would have expected him to call or something... *but then again i dont think he has my number.. or maybe he does.. i dont know.. i guess i fucked myself over yet but once again! the normal thing in my book... ahh.. this sucks