Dec 14, 2006 22:27
Hmm, after the mind blowing, head smashing, stressful days, I am fine. I guess. I keep thinking about things.. UGH! Who the fuck do these people think they are? Just because I seem like a nice pushover and would take shit from them, doesn't mean I'm like the wrongest freak ever. Okay, well.. maybe I am. BUT STILL! DONT THINK THAT SHIT AND EXPECT ME TO BE NICE TO YOU AND GIVE YOU ALL WHAT YOU WANT. Ugh, the way you look at me. I can tell you're saying stuff. And that mocking fake voice. Oh please. Whatever.
And you, gosh. I know you fake your effort and enthusiasm. So just stop. It's better truthful remember? I'd rather have you hate me straight up than confuse me with your random whatevers. Heh..why do I even bother. I make a fool out of myself acting desperate to save the friendship. Eww.
Uh.. yeah.
Talent Show on the WAY! IT'LL BE THE SHIT, I TELL YOU!
Yes.. I got my kris kringle a gift. Now I just gotta know a few more things.
And I just wanna fall down and hit the ground to end this waiting and worrying and expecting.