Everyday is a New Beginning
I know the title seems obviously tart and over used - but that is how I honestly feel at the moment. Hopeful that my life will be okay, that someone will come along and sweep me off my feet and I will someday be able to trust men again.
It's so hard though - because I thought if I could trust anyone, I could trust him. I guess this is a learning experience - though I haven't quite figured it out yet. I am thinking that I shouldn't take advantage of those I love because every moment may be the last - every kiss may be the last. That seems more probable then the lesson of "Never saying 'I Love You' EVER.. even after a year.."
Ah. I don't know.
It's so hard though - because I thought if I could trust anyone, I could trust him. I guess this is a learning experience - though I haven't quite figured it out yet. I am thinking that I shouldn't take advantage of those I love because every moment may be the last - every kiss may be the last. That seems more probable then the lesson of "Never saying 'I Love You' EVER.. even after a year.."
Ah. I don't know.