Sep 30, 2008 10:58
So, yeah, the title says it all.
I've been kind of an asshole lately. Why, you say, would I think that?
Well, truth be told, I've been really bad at keeping my commitments lately.
Take for example last weekend when I had told my good friend Jon that I would be attending a zombie shindig(ie: Watching "REC".. which I've WANTED to do for a while now). I ended up going to dinner with Sara and two of my other friends, Gabe and Lauren. We didn't even get done with said dinner until about 9:40 or so. I told Jon I'd be there within an hour's time(at 8pm I told him that). So, yeah, first I fucked up by not calling at about 9pm and just telling them to go ahead. Second, when I did I crapped out on going entirely and thus probably caused anger.
If this had been the first time it'd be less of a deal, but no.. an asshole isn't an asshole only some of the time.
I don't know what my 'deal' has been over the last few months, but I've gotten so wrapped up in my own little affairs that I've neglected to be what I usually am: Cool like Fonzie. Don't get me wrong I'm not ACTUALLY cool at all, but frankly I do dabble in badassery from time to time.
So, consider this an open apology to those who've been wronged by my perfect stormsurge of asshole. Jon, Nielle, Jeremy, Ryan.. I'm sorry that I made you guys wait as you did, then didn't show up. DICK MOVE on my part.
My parents. Yeah. Dick moves all around concerning them lately. Sorry!!!
Gabe and Lauren. More dick moves. DAMN ! Sorry!
Everyone. Sorry for the assholery(YES WORDS ARE AMAZING)!
Anyway. I'm sorry, friends. I can only hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive ol' Jeffy.
Things are finally on the up! Great job! Stable pay! School is going swimmmingly! I'll get my class ring in October! Warhammer is amazing! Holy shit is it amazing! The latest Metallica album made me happy! YES IT DID!
So, anyway, again sorry. Sorry for being such a dick. Less of that, more of the Fonzie-cool Jeff you know and love. Seriously. SORRY. :|