All the voices in my head....
Someday's I wonder what it would be like, well what I'd be like if I didn't have this body image problem. Mostly I think that being fat has shaped me in more ways than just the negative. I know skinny people with body image problems, and that some how makes me feel not so bad. Today I had lunch with my sister, a salad with loaded potato soup and some bread. So it wasn't the healthiest, but it sure wasn't the worst I could have eaten. OF course the little mini pizzas I made from sourdough bread and light chees perobably isn't the best choice but hell I'm hungry and sick and I'm eating it anyway.
I have a appointment to see the Dr about my bout of illness. I hope they can give me something because I can't handle much more of this sinus pressure and pain. It make sleeping almost impossible. I had to take some cold and sinus PM meds last night so I could sleep a little. I took more this morning so I could sleep later, I do have to work tonight. :( While I'm at the DR office I'm going to schedule the pap and stuff. I figured the sinus cold from hell needed the immediate attention. I plan on spending a good deal of time at campus in the clay studio working on my final project. Had I not felt so bad this week I could have worked on it more. I might swing by and work on it tonight befor work.
Right now I'm just feeling icky. I bought some saline solution to shoot up my nose and clear my sinuses which helped some. Now I'm slathered with vapor rub, and I bought some of those shower soothers that fizz and release vapors. I wish I had some bourbon to make a hot toddy. We can't have everything though, so I'll settle for the electric blanket and some books to read. I have two on the history of Witchcraft and Wicca. I'm thinking that next semester I'm going to focus a project or to on ritual vessles and tools. I think that would be cool, my instructor Ben has a few pieces based on the Japaniese tea ceremony. Good stuff I say. I think it would be cool to make and sell pieces to wiccans, that are specific to their needs. I might have to explore that avenue later.
Well that's it for now. I'm off to read, write, and plot. Mawhahahaha! <=that's an evil laugh
I have a appointment to see the Dr about my bout of illness. I hope they can give me something because I can't handle much more of this sinus pressure and pain. It make sleeping almost impossible. I had to take some cold and sinus PM meds last night so I could sleep a little. I took more this morning so I could sleep later, I do have to work tonight. :( While I'm at the DR office I'm going to schedule the pap and stuff. I figured the sinus cold from hell needed the immediate attention. I plan on spending a good deal of time at campus in the clay studio working on my final project. Had I not felt so bad this week I could have worked on it more. I might swing by and work on it tonight befor work.
Right now I'm just feeling icky. I bought some saline solution to shoot up my nose and clear my sinuses which helped some. Now I'm slathered with vapor rub, and I bought some of those shower soothers that fizz and release vapors. I wish I had some bourbon to make a hot toddy. We can't have everything though, so I'll settle for the electric blanket and some books to read. I have two on the history of Witchcraft and Wicca. I'm thinking that next semester I'm going to focus a project or to on ritual vessles and tools. I think that would be cool, my instructor Ben has a few pieces based on the Japaniese tea ceremony. Good stuff I say. I think it would be cool to make and sell pieces to wiccans, that are specific to their needs. I might have to explore that avenue later.
Well that's it for now. I'm off to read, write, and plot. Mawhahahaha! <=that's an evil laugh