idk, i just felt like updating..
AP english exam was this morning. i might have bombed, considering i only answered 1 out of 3 of the essay questions. but w/e, its not important.
zack && i r good, && this makes me happy :)
i talked 2 someone on the phone 2nite 4 like 3 hours that i havent talked 2 in 4ever. we always spontaneously stop//start talking. we have a wierd relationship O.o but i know we care about each other alot, && i think i consider her one of my best friends :)
i feel kinda wierd right now. im not sure why. just thinking about stuff. girls (i have such high standards, it makes it impossible 2 find nething..but i shouldnt compromise my morals && such..right¿), my guitar (which i was finally able 2 take to sam ash 2day..finally..i had 2 leave it there though :'-(), school (i cant help but procrastinate. i have a test in pre cal that i ended up not studying 4 or doing ne of the h/w..doesnt help that i slept in the class everyday && stopped taking notes =/), just some stuff i guess.
my grandpa && grandma r here. i feel so bad =/ my gramps is gettin so old && he was so happy to see me, he hugged me 4 what felt like an hour..but then my creole isnt the greatest, so its hard 4 me 2 understand everything he's trying 2 tell me =/ i wish i would like practice it more or something. i should return 2 my roots a bit..
going out of town this weekend. cousin's graduation in tampa. i dont really wanna go :x im not very family oriented, && thats a bad thing, cause they should always be there 4 me && vice versa. i hope i can change that.
i dont think my moms gonna kick me out just yet. i think that tensions were just really high @ the time && i read 2 much in2 it (well, her threats of kicking me out && her actually telling me 2 pack my bags && get out didnt help 2 much..). maybe charlotte's right about her not kicking me out, cause im her "baby" && she wouldnt do that¿¿
guess thats it, just some stuff on my mind. imma go 2 sleep, sry it was kinda long :p
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zack && i r good, && this makes me happy :)
i talked 2 someone on the phone 2nite 4 like 3 hours that i havent talked 2 in 4ever. we always spontaneously stop//start talking. we have a wierd relationship O.o but i know we care about each other alot, && i think i consider her one of my best friends :)
i feel kinda wierd right now. im not sure why. just thinking about stuff. girls (i have such high standards, it makes it impossible 2 find nething..but i shouldnt compromise my morals && such..right¿), my guitar (which i was finally able 2 take to sam ash 2day..finally..i had 2 leave it there though :'-(), school (i cant help but procrastinate. i have a test in pre cal that i ended up not studying 4 or doing ne of the h/w..doesnt help that i slept in the class everyday && stopped taking notes =/), just some stuff i guess.
my grandpa && grandma r here. i feel so bad =/ my gramps is gettin so old && he was so happy to see me, he hugged me 4 what felt like an hour..but then my creole isnt the greatest, so its hard 4 me 2 understand everything he's trying 2 tell me =/ i wish i would like practice it more or something. i should return 2 my roots a bit..
going out of town this weekend. cousin's graduation in tampa. i dont really wanna go :x im not very family oriented, && thats a bad thing, cause they should always be there 4 me && vice versa. i hope i can change that.
i dont think my moms gonna kick me out just yet. i think that tensions were just really high @ the time && i read 2 much in2 it (well, her threats of kicking me out && her actually telling me 2 pack my bags && get out didnt help 2 much..). maybe charlotte's right about her not kicking me out, cause im her "baby" && she wouldnt do that¿¿
guess thats it, just some stuff on my mind. imma go 2 sleep, sry it was kinda long :p
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