Jul 06, 2005 20:06
fhuck fhuck fhuck.... i fhuckin fhucked up... i wanna die. everthinks that im juss so happy cuz i go out alot ann appear to have a good time... that im happy all tha fhucking time. well news flash im not. i juss hide everything inside of my self i refuse to let people get to know how i really feel. so i cry in tha darkness...alone. ann me doin what i do is a way fer me to cry ann not let ppl on to how i feel. i feel so sucluded...its like im on tha outside looking in all tha dam time. im not even happy in ballet anymore... shure i have fhunn ann all...but still theres this void inside of me...it gets bigger withevery day that goes by. ann juss yeah...i feel like dieing... if anyone deserves...ok well im kinda sick ann all... so laterz ya'all....
if everyone cries...
then why do i feel so alone....