what a bitch
grrr ok...i thought all was well. untill like an hour ago. i have to confess to a few of you... i have lied... after i said i wouldnt i did....i did...like 2 1/2 weeks a go. i didnt know that it was possable to layce coke...but apparently it is. dammit...worst trip ever!!!. i have no clue what was in it either. man i mean you would have thought that i would have learned not to do that shit with strangers. but hey when you need it you need it. but fuck man!!! i promised so many people i would stop...ann i did fer awhile but it juss became so unbareable. im sorry... if you were me you would probly understand... but then again if you were me you wouldn't have done the same shit i did. but when i got home that day i felt like the worst... i was this __ close to downing a bunch of pills... but soemthing inside me didnt let me do it. so i took a bath...ann you know that one part in requem(?) for a dream where the girl is juss in the bath tub ann juss like screams??? ok well juss imagin that but with blood...ann crap... i dunn know. *sighs* ok well im kinda tired ann shit...so i'll see all you guyz later....maybe....