well...friday was crazie...
yuppers well friday lol. umm after ballet JOSH!!! (lol i memberd :P) came ann picked me up. we chilled at his house... then went to tha westside ann came back to his house. awwwwwww he has tha cutest dog ever well besides mine =P we stared to wach the new dawn of tha dead. his friend james came over... ann like he pulled out a bottle of PR rum...ann sprite lol...blah blah blah words lol... ok well they gave me a cup lol... ann i put like this much sprite... o lol...ok well i didnt even have the cup 1/2 way with sprite prob like wayyyyy less. ann tha rest was the rum... i chugged most of that shit too. we left around 9:30... to go to bowlarrows ann i had tah piss. tha stals are really small ann i hit my head like all hard core. after that we went in to tha pool hall part ann i was talkin to jewl... ann that all i member what happend. i got in to my dads truck ann like 1/2 to his place i started to puke so he took me to boumaunt... i dunn even member goin in side juss like tha whole bed part. i was cryin sayin i'm sorry to everyone there. even people i didnt know. i was spittin on tha nurses so they had to put a mask on me. ann i was pukein so much that i started to get dehidrated so they gave me ann IV... umm yeah thats all i can remember... i felt like such a tard... well prob cuz i am. its no ones fault but my own. why cant real life parents be like tha ones on TV??? ya know when their kid gets all shit faced there all your grounded... but like one of 'em are all "but dont you think that tomm. gonna be punishment enough???" ok enough of that...
my deffiniton of "Power" .... power is when 22 years later. when your in your 30's the same guys from high school come nockin on your door, callin your house, or write to you. thats what i call power... ann that kinda power is somethin i really wish i had. but i know i wont.
oooooo wait... i dunn know... when i was drunk a part of me really wanted to die...same thing when i woke up..not cuz of tha hang over. but i was juss so down. i could have cared less...
ok... i cant get josh outtah my head...its sooooo fustratein... like i cant stop thinkin about him. i'm tempted to scrach my face off so that way i can think about tha pain ann not him... everytime i talk to him i get crazy flutterbys...its like WHOA!!! what happend to my tough exteror... how can he juss melt it like that.... ya know??? yuppers ya all.. i be ovah john!!! lol hes a monkey nut sack grabber!!! w00t...
i couldn't tell what a good guy is even if he slaped me in tha face... its true.. meh ok well i'm done... fer now... if you saw me on friday i'm so so so so so so sorry!!! MUAH!!! LOVE YA'ALL!!!
my deffiniton of "Power" .... power is when 22 years later. when your in your 30's the same guys from high school come nockin on your door, callin your house, or write to you. thats what i call power... ann that kinda power is somethin i really wish i had. but i know i wont.
oooooo wait... i dunn know... when i was drunk a part of me really wanted to die...same thing when i woke up..not cuz of tha hang over. but i was juss so down. i could have cared less...
ok... i cant get josh outtah my head...its sooooo fustratein... like i cant stop thinkin about him. i'm tempted to scrach my face off so that way i can think about tha pain ann not him... everytime i talk to him i get crazy flutterbys...its like WHOA!!! what happend to my tough exteror... how can he juss melt it like that.... ya know??? yuppers ya all.. i be ovah john!!! lol hes a monkey nut sack grabber!!! w00t...
i couldn't tell what a good guy is even if he slaped me in tha face... its true.. meh ok well i'm done... fer now... if you saw me on friday i'm so so so so so so sorry!!! MUAH!!! LOVE YA'ALL!!!