What a Novel Idea.
So I've realized somthing i've prolly known for quite some time....
I go to college, I work, and I pay for everything for myself basicly....i'm pretty self sufficient. The problem is I feel as if i've done nothing, i don't feel like i've accomplished anyyyything lately. I know why now.
I'm going to college not for me, but also...it is for me? I know it'll help me out eventually but it's just b/c i've been taught that all my life. My parents never went, they're a little impressed with me but you wouldn't know it.. Anyways what i've learned is..the sooner I start doing things for me, things drivin by somthing from with in, not some materialistic society sponcered dream that i'm following without even realizeing it.. I HATE THAT. Anywho, i know i won't be happy until i start doing things for me...&i sure as hell miss being happy.
At the same time i'm soo tired of doing everything for me, b/c everyone else around me have parents doing everything for them...but w/e I'll be better off. <3
i doubt anyone reads these.
I go to college, I work, and I pay for everything for myself basicly....i'm pretty self sufficient. The problem is I feel as if i've done nothing, i don't feel like i've accomplished anyyyything lately. I know why now.
I'm going to college not for me, but also...it is for me? I know it'll help me out eventually but it's just b/c i've been taught that all my life. My parents never went, they're a little impressed with me but you wouldn't know it.. Anyways what i've learned is..the sooner I start doing things for me, things drivin by somthing from with in, not some materialistic society sponcered dream that i'm following without even realizeing it.. I HATE THAT. Anywho, i know i won't be happy until i start doing things for me...&i sure as hell miss being happy.
At the same time i'm soo tired of doing everything for me, b/c everyone else around me have parents doing everything for them...but w/e I'll be better off. <3
i doubt anyone reads these.