No good..
Before when i said everything was falling apart, i didn't even know the half of it...
Being selfish and just talking about me..and my problems before..i hadn't the slightest clue.
:/
My grandpa has lung cancer...My oldest sister is getting a divorce, and it's not for the better because she'll never find another guy that loves her as much as the one she has.. They've been married since i was 3, them together is all i've ever know.. He's my favorite brother-in-law as bad as it sounds to have a favorite..
I actually cried a few tears this morning on the way to class when my mom told me...
It kills me because i used to admire their marriage, because it was the only stable relationship i had ever seen...
I hate this, i wish none of this was happening.
It all is like a super bad dream...
i think it's bad now, wait untill it all sinks in and just gets worse..=/