Order of Operations
I've said it before, and I guess I'll say it again...
I'm always two steps behind. There's no doubt in my mind about what love is and how it's supposed to be with another person and with myself. But as usual, I'm two steps behind. I'm cleaning up the pieces that can't really be cleaned up. You do your own thing now, I do mine. I'm expected to wait around, while you get to go play. I don't know if this will ever make sense. I don't know if I can handle feeling like the fifth or sixth priority on someone's list again.
Regardless, as usual, I'll be waiting and trying to fill in the spaces.
I'm always two steps behind. There's no doubt in my mind about what love is and how it's supposed to be with another person and with myself. But as usual, I'm two steps behind. I'm cleaning up the pieces that can't really be cleaned up. You do your own thing now, I do mine. I'm expected to wait around, while you get to go play. I don't know if this will ever make sense. I don't know if I can handle feeling like the fifth or sixth priority on someone's list again.
Regardless, as usual, I'll be waiting and trying to fill in the spaces.