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i'm just gonna type. cause usually when my fingers hit the keys, they just keep going. well, it's been a long week. it's been a hard week. you know, i just realized that no matter how much i say i'm over you, i'm really not. not at all. but it doesn't matter. either way, it was finished before it even started. you never gave us a chance. you never gave me a chance. and the fact that i have to see you everyday, it really does kill. it's hard, no lie. i don't know. i'm trying to stay focused. but today was the first time in a long time that i admitted everything to myself. i saw you and i was speechless. you have a power over me but...it ends right there. we go no further. because everytime we do, something bad happens. i may not talk to you but i do care. don't ever think otherwise.